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FUCK IT'S COLD!! Also I'm officially an enrolled post graduate International Relations and International Law Student at University of New South Wales. I'm taking the two core law and politics course i.e. principles of international law and uuuh the name of the other one escapes me, China and Asia Pacific Security, and International Organizations. I'm so pumped. also...

FRIEND'S CUT

Because honestly, I get the hint guys, I"m a shitty friend. I'm trying not to take offense to it or anything but where I've been taken off several friends lists lately I think it's about time I do some cleaning of my own. But mostly people I don't talk to, aren't active, or have defriended me, or wtfever, no biggy, also I removed some comms too. Like I said, I'm not that offended but meh. Also you can do reverse friend cut, if you want to get rid of me that's cool too. /shrugs. I'll try and be more awesome I SWEAR!! Off to watch new Kimi no todoke before bed /skips.<input ... ></input><input ... >

Current Mood: indifferent
Current Music: Life in Technicolor II--Coldplay

I should be sleeping but I'm not.

But I'll probably go to sleep soon

ish....

Life's been pretty good. My headaches are back but I had a feeling about that...kinda dunno. They come and they go really but a lot of the times lately I think I've been going to bed later, whether it be consiously or subconsiously, because I'm afraid how I'll feel in the morning.

But that's the bad news.

Good news is I've been great really, I've been exceedingly busy with weddings; one of which was on halloween and I was a bridesmaid for that and it was so incredibly fun, working out, preparing for grad. school in Oz, and hanging out with people when I can. Then I've been watching Bones lately. Good lord I'm loving that show. I started like.....I dunno about 2 months ago and I'm gonna be getting disc 1 of season 4 in the mail this weekend. UNF YES I'M SO EXCITED.

I watched Bleach Fade to Black and while it did in many ways fill my gap in fangirlish needs for Bleach as of late I couldn't help but think how gorgeous some of the character designs are, especially cuz this is bleach we're takling about. I know its the movies but they just seemed to be a lot more detailed like even when it was like in between shots they seemed to do a good job. At first it kinda seemed wierd the varying qualities but I got used to it after awhile. Also, I thoroughly enjoyed that this scene was redone as you can see : here, there, tres and this cuz it's a good shot of Rukia lol. But yes it very much made me happy and I thought some of that scythe choreography at the end was really impressive btw.

And fucking jezumz crow i'ts 1 a.m. I need to go sleeeeeeeeeep.

Night all.

P.S. this weeks episode of Bones gave me the epiphany that I think Wendall is EXCEEDINGLY attractive. Unf? I think so my friends, I think so.

Current Mood: dorky
Current Location: the den

I feel all and all that a HUMONGOUS update has been in order too much to update about frankly. And the reason I haven't updated sooner was because I've been both too busy to do so and, more importnatly, that I have too much to talk about that I didn't want to spam your FL because it is in fact all important stuff. Plus my keyboard hasn't been working so even when I've been on AIM I haven't talked to people really because it's hard because my g, h, backspace, and apostrophe's don't work; in addition sometimes my o,u,e,r, and numbers don't work either as well as my arrows. So yah...no point in messaging or even RPing, considering I'm taking a non-official break from that too.

But yes for the matter at hand.

Last week i found out.......

I GOT MOTHER EFFING INTO GRAD SCHOOL IN MOTHER EFFIN SYDNEY, GUYS. THAT MEANS THAT I'M GOING TO AUSTRALIA THIS TIME NEXT FEBRUARY/MARCH WOOOOOO HOoOOOOOOooO. For those that don't know, but most of you do, it is been a lifetime dream of mine to go to Australia. Ever since the olympics back in 2000 I was FASCINATED with the country and the people and since then it's been an obsession that has grown on with time the more I learn about it. When I found out about study abroad in high school I KNEW that's where I wanted to go and was so crushed when I found out that I didn't have the time nor the proper GPA to do such, and I thought I would NEVER get to go.

Then low and behold, an oppurtunity arose. In my junior year and into my senior year I really began to get interested in International Relations and that would eventually become apart of my concentration in school rather than just history. What at first was a llove of anime developed into a love of Japanese culture and lifestyle and somehow my interest in history of US foreign policy and relations as well as my interest in Japan somehow converged in my Senior year and I loved studying governments and policies particularly those in asia. And while I did almost flunk out of the course, that SE Asia Economics and Politics course was one of the most intriguing courses I've ever taken and I really wish to learn more about the region in grad school. SO YAH, BASICALLY I WAS LIKE OH MAN PERFECT WINDOW FOR ME. Cuz IR majors, it's almost a prereq for anybody and everybody that they have to spen sometime abroad, so I figured why not grad school and thus I've been applying and what not.

Then last week I'm at work and it's the first thing in the morning and I got an email from i.e. University of New South Wales and it stated that they had made a decision on my application. I knew I had good enough GPA and good enough to get in but still didn't change the fact I was nervous as fuck. I downloaded the attach doc and sure enough first thing I saw was LETTER OF OFFER right near my name and it proceed to say the whole shpeel. I seriously must have read like letter of offer like 5 times before I continued.

And I didn't squeal or curse or anything when I read it.

I just stared......and stared......

And before I knew it? I was crying, not heavily, but crying to the point where I was at the point where it might potentially be noticeable because I was sniffling.

I mean FUCK I never cry, only when I'm upset. I don't think I cried when I got into BU or...when I did...maybe I did when I got into Fenwick, but I don't know man. It took a LOT to do that to me.

Because fuck how else are you suppose to react when you finally realize that your lifelong goal, something that you've always wanted but could never have is coming true. That your just too happy, too beside yourself that it's ACTUALLY happening that your beyond pure ecstasy. After telling my manager Glenn that I stepped out for a few minutes, I called my mom and she was worried cuz I sounded genuinely upset, like I had just been crying, and I was ilke PFFFFFFFF NO MOM GET OUT I GOT INTO SCHOOL I'M FINE LOL. And I called a bunch of other people and texted them and just yah...crazy day, and everyone at work congratulated me and it was just....awesome.

Hell, wow, just talking about all that, about what it felt like is making me teary eyed. I just...I can't believe it fuck man. I've wanted this for so long it REALLY doesn't seem like it's real. That tomorrow I'm going to wake up and realize that HAHA IT'S ALL A DREAM, KEEP DREAMING YOU! But no...it's not. I'm going.

It actually kinda made me laughed but I prayed on the toilet after I told everybody and I cried some more. Just...basking in how lucky I am, how God made it so perfect for me and just made everything okay for me in the end that I can't HELP but be grateful for him for it.

It's just....wow, I still can't believe it. But yeah, it's really happening, and because of it a lot of things are gonna happen and I'm making a lot of changes in me and towards others, SO WATCH OUT LOL.

Oh...yah...I have a new job too, I've been meaning to talk about that, but considering that this was pretty major I figured I'd leave one thing at a time for now.

But yah, just sayin'? Thank you, all of you, for being awesome, for supporting me, and just being you and making me realizing that my life is truly 100% blessed.

Current Mood: peaceful
Current Location: den

WHY YES, YES I AM MAKING A POST JUST TO USE THIS ICON AND

hikaritoyamii IS MADE OF WIN BECAUSE OF IT

SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

No one needs to know, ok? Okay.

So no longer irritation, I htink I was just tired. AND LMFAOLMFAO I TOOK A SIX HOUR NAP TODAY HAHAHHAHAHA.

Now I'm just chillin' waitin for my deliciously pink sauce garlic raviolis with chicken from Blackjack pasta to be dellivered and then yummyness will ensue and will watch Eden of the East episode 2.

Man it's AWESOME to have a free night from work.....though I probably should do my Samurai reading considered I skipped lecture today

.......meh?

Current Mood: rejuvenated
Current Location: bed loungin
Current Music: Muse-Supermassive Black Hole

So I was procrastinating doing my paper when I stumbled upon this video from last week's supernatural episode.

You know those fics where the characters read fic online about themselves and their like "..........................................what?"

Well try to imagine if a show actually did that....like for real. Apart of the show. They find that there's stuff about themselves and their like "ew, what"

Even if you don't watch the show, you gotta watch it for the love that the show actually make fun of crazy fangirls.

Prepare for the epic lulz.

EDIT: Possible spoilers if you aren't up to date for those that care, though most of you crazy people don't care about spoilers. So yah just figured I'd give the dislaimer. Thanks to

solar_cat for the heads up.

........Have I ever mentioned just how much I love this show? Because oh wow I freakin' do.

NOW, back to work for real.

Oh and welcome

shadowbree to my lair BWAHAHAHA

Current Mood: amused
Current Location: living room
Current Music: Chusingura movie and Supernatural clip

Studying for finals is seriously owning my ass. I'm worrying for the first time this semester because I'm not all that confident I'll do well since I skipped so many classes due to my poor health in November and December. I really hope I'll be ok and I'm sure I will...doesn't help that I'm worrying like crazy.

AND TO DISTRACT ME AND MY FELLOW SUFFERES OF STUDYING I GIVE YOU THIS LITTLE TREASURE NOW IN "HD QUALITY".

BWAHAHAHA!

And so it begins.....

jihoptwjoierw YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY :SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE:

ngoerpwj ITS FINALLY COMING, ITS FINALLY COMING IN MAY EEEEK!

I know this has been online before, but I haven't seen it in good quality, and I didn't nearly hear all the words. And seeing the HD quality when dowloaded and not from youtube made me drool.

I saw snippets of the Wolverine's past part when it was in fact animated but I didn't see too much to know in terms of characters or story; like I might have seen like a minute or two. But I do vaguely remember the black haired chick/love interest and some of the other people on the team. All that I can say is I am QUITE excited. ~~Not to mention Hugh's hair looks HAAAWT in this movie lololol~~

Speaking of which, anybody know where in the show that was or where in the comic book it was? I figured where I have at least three comic book nerd friends that somebody would know.
EDIT:

truenerdking ,

lithiumlaughter , and

green_amberjade ? Help me out here

I realized today just how much big fan of Gambit I am know, maybe even more so than Wolverine which is sayin' something considering he's my second favorite character (and yes she is a character not an "alternate personality">xxxxxxx>. DAMN YOU AMBER AND PERCY, DAMN YOU :SHAKES FIST AT:~~and is it just me or does he look exceedingly sexy in that one shot with the hat~~

ALSO

truenerdking , Are we possibly getting a group of people together to go see Spirit? Cuz I'd be totally down with that. And this trailer reminded me that its coming out soon. Y/N?Alright...so I've been procrastinating for an hour now, time to get back to the grind. WISH ME LUCK EVERYBODY

OH AND EVEN THOUGH HE CAN'T READ THIS, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BEST DAD IN THE WORLD, YOU ROCK SRSLY!!

Current Mood: anxious
Current Location: Roomie room
Current Music: Shinedown - Second Chance | Powered by Last.fm

That's the logical explanation anyway. It sure isn't helping my incredibly bad mood right now. The fact that I was pretty thoroughly drenched from the knee down should be some indication of how bad it was out when I got out of rehearsal today. (thank god I had an umbrella)

Rehearsal was retarted today too. We did a cue to cue and dress rehearsal with only a half hour break plus around 40+ minutes for notes and got out at midnight. Seriously, WTF?!? Cue to cue was suppose to talk a "half hour" and ended up taking 2 and a half. THANKFULLY, the run through went smoothly. I know it's theater and it's better to do things right, but seriously. I already didn't even wanna be there to begin with, do you have to make things worse by making it painful?

Meanwhile, every second of free time I had at rehearsal I was doing homework, WHICH I still even remotely close to finishing and because of that, will probably pull an all nighter tonight (not good considering we're having another dress rehearsal tomorrow).

Speaking of school work, If you're told to read the Treaty of Versailles for class as well as read about 100+ pages from Keynes. DO NOT BE LIKE ME AND PROCRASTINATE!!! Turns out that the Treaty of Versailles if fucking loooooooooooong, 180 PAGES IN MICROSOFT WORD, to be exact. Plus it doesn't help that in addition to all that reading I have to write a 2 pg. paper on it. GREAAAAAAAAAAAAT...

Oh and guess what kids? Guess whose only done a fraction of said reading and hasn't started her paper, which she needs to get done by 3 p.m. tomorrow? >.> <.<

OH YEAH! ...that would be me....

Shoot me now....Please?

I seriously can't wait for this weekend to be over and done, cuz while I still have build for anything goes it won't be as hard core as actually being in the Tech Show. Plus hopefully I can get caught up on work and work out a system with HI 200 and the workload, cuz what I'm doing now is clearly NOT working.

Now that I'm done with my bitch rant for the day I'm gonna read about why Keynes things that Germany got boned after World War I and how the allies were shit heads for doing it.

Lovely...

Current Mood: crappy
Current Location: My nice warm room (thank god)

Ok guys so here it is!! FINALLY I updated. Though you guys shouldn't be too suprised since me and live journal are wierd. Go for months without updating then I'll update pretty consistently and then I'll just NOT update. Random thing is I'll check my friend's list ALL the freakin' time. Wierd? Yah I know. Also been working on this post off and on all day, between class and this paper for HI 200, I've gotten my fair share of interruption

So yeah my break was pretty off the freakin' hook not gonna lie. Had TWO family get togethers in which I chilled with cousins I haven't seen in awhile, with the occasional family drama thrown in of course (when is there NOT family drama in a family?). As for X-mas itself a got a frig ton of clothes and cd's I've been wanting and the big things were my new Digital Camera (from the rents) and my 80 GB iPod (got thanks to all the gift cards I recieved from friends and family).

Plus of course I got a much NEEDED break from everything. I didn't really want to do anything this break besides hang out with my friends, and that's specifically with my friends. I was especially happy that I got to hang out with people I haven't seen all too much like Schild, Carson, and Dianna, since they all are quality, quality people.    Highlights were definitely New Years as well as going to Game Universe to play rock band. And the sleepover at Sa's was pretty epic I'm not gonna lie, and my incredible use of "lawl" is now apart of my vocabulary. I also got to hang out with (home) Alex and his girlfirend Darielle a frig ton, too.This was kinda wierd cuz I had barely hung out with them at all before this break, I'd never even been to their apartment. By the end of break, I was pretty much going to their apt. every other day and just chillin' with them. It probably helps that Alex has both an XBox 360 and PS3, and has Assasin's Creed :siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh: ^_^, but it's still fun too. I love their dog too, she's like a younger version of Cinnamon for how freakin' hyper she is, especially when people are over. And also Darielle might give me a hook up with her job and get me an internship this summer. WOOOOOOOT!!!

While break was cool, school has definitely been totally....not...cool, like at all. While generally in terms of course numbers, the difficulty isn't that bad but the work load is killer. But it's just I've never gotten this much work so early in the semester before, it's a little overwhelming.   Though I will admit that my schedule is pretty freakin' tight in that I average about only 3 hours of class a day, which fuckin' rocks in my mind, and I only have one class on Tuesdays, WOOOOOOOOOOT!!! Most of my classes I"m either incredibly enjoying (both my History class fuckin' KICK ASS!!!) and my other two classes are meh at the moment. Macro, I reason, only sucks now because we're reviewing Micro, and I aboslutely DESPISE microecon. And well Japanese is japanese, and the only reason I probably dislike it is because it's tedious and unlike my other classes I have to put a ton of effort into it and I totally suck ass at Japanese too (I don't even have to try hard in my other classes and I think I'm doing pretty well).

For those of you who don't know, cuz I don't know if I put this in and update, I'M TDING A SHOW THIS SEMESTER!!! YAAAAY!!!

    ((FYI: For those of you who don't know TD is short for technical director, it means that your basically in charge of everything behind the scenes for your show: Lights, sound, set, costume, makeup, etc., with the exception of producing since we do have producers but even the producers report to the TD. In other worlds, I RULE!! )) ((lol jk guys XD, though I do rule anyways ))

lol I've always wanted to TD a show and now's my chance and I"m sooooo excited about it. The show's called Buried Child (yah I've never heard of it either) and it goes up in early April and it's gonna be a pretty intense show to say the least. Reason why I'm bringing up this was that I got the list of my tech crew for my show today. :squeeeeeeeeeee: For those of you who don't know. I'm DEFINITELY happy with the people I got, not only do I know most of the people on my crew but they're experienced enough that I know that they'll get the job done and get it done well. Granted I expected a tech crew like that considering that it's a pretty tech intensive show and I was totally freaking out about that fact this weekend and praying that I had a good enough crew to go with the show. Not to mention I have an awsome ATD, who I've been told was requested to TD for a show, and he's only a freshman. So all in all I'm not dissapointed in the slightest. Though I'm still kinda suprised that I"m put in charge of such a show like this, specially with the "circ saw incident" if you don't know about it GOOD...definitely NOT one of my best moments. But idk, guess Rena (our Technical Advisor, and is basically head of ALL tech for Troupe) trusts that I"m capable or something, idk. But it's gonna be one intense semester, there's no denying that fact in the least.

I also FINALLY got into Avater: the Last Airbender and Code Geass. Both are incredibly epicly awsome and deserve a long post/discussion~~/fangirling over~~ since they're just that awsome. But that will wait for another time, since this was just meant for updateness on life, and honestly, it being me, that's a post worth in it of itself, and this post is turning out to be pretty freakin' long anyways. Plus I'd prefer finishing Code Geass before I have a final say on it (THOUGH IT'S EPICLY AWSOME AND YOU ALL SHOULD FREAKING WATCH IT LIKE NOOOOOOOOOOOW!!!!!!!), and let me just say both Avatar and Geass were SO worth the hype imho, and I look forward to seeing more of it down the line, and I'm DYING to watch the next episode of Avatar. DAMN YOU NICKELODEON AND YOUR RETARDEDNESS TO NOT AIR NEW EPISODES!!!! :SHAKES FIST ANGRILY:

But yeah, I still got a frig ton to update about. But I'll just leave that for another time. Expect my anime/manga/etc. post, sometime hopefully soon, but I'm too tired to right it now. Guess I'll just finish this paper tomorrow morning. Don't have till 3 anyways, and I just gotta revise somethings in it, so it shouldn't bee too bad.

Current Mood: blah
Current Music: I'm Not Jesus-Apocalyptica feat. Corey Talor

Only about a few more weeks till I'm done with school EEEEEK then it's off for a month. Wootness. Plus I can do with the whole school thing I kinda wanna just take it easy and chill if ya know what I mean.

So I decide that instead of going to a party at 1193 tonight with good troupe friends where I could possibly get drunk with friends and have a fun time, but instead I'm going home to go see Enchanted with Sa possibly others. Some of you might be sayin': Why is she going to the movies instead of a party that's kinda stupid. First of all, I've been wanting to see Enchanted for like forever and a day. Secondly and most importantly I'm going home because BU is kinda getting on my nerves. I love BU don't get me wrong, but when you basically the same people every freakin' weekend it get's old real fast. Plus for my own reasons I'm giving up drinking till my birthday. Plus stage troupe is making me into too much of an alcoholic anyways. I really do think this break will be a good seperation time from BU because right now I'm just so frustrated with being here. I need to just get out of Boston, and for right now I'm making a subsitute and just going home. The enviroment is kinda suffocating for me right now. I'm sure that will all change when I'm two weeks into break and I'm BORED OUT OF MY MIND, but I'll probably find a way to occupy myself.

I also don't wanna deal/see a certian person. It's not that I don't like the person in fact I could say the exact opposite actually. I'm just tired of the fact that my heart keeps believing into these delusion that it keeps pumping out. I realize nothing would work, we're friends, that's it, end of story. The end. Now time to move on.

Alright enough of the cynical and on to HAPPIER THINGS.

I'M ALMOST DONE WITH ECLIPSE. And as I expressed earlier I SERIOUSLY want to punch Jacob in the face for the shit he pulled. But yes, I have about 70 pages left to read and then I'm FINALLY all caught up. I will give a full fan girl rant thingy when I'm done.

And as said earlier I'M SEEING ENCHANTED TONIGHT EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK. I'm so incredibly excited!!!

I want Anime Boston to come like real soon. I'm planning as going as Nel from Bleach in her espada costume and I'm getting really excited about planning it. I think the big thing is doing her mask everything (don't think the sword should be too much of a problem). Plus I love how her hair is a really kool lime green color, it's really pretty!!

Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: Cage9-Hearts and Stars

Yeah things have been kinda...hectic lately I'm not gonna lie and for the first time since the regular school year I'm actually rather stressed. It's more of a combination of many things going on, but I'll get through it. Don't worry it's not like I'm on the verge of a nervous break down. In fact, thank god, I have no emotional burdens, which is always a plus.

EDIT:: CRAP!! Forgot to talk about last weekend. Goin' up to stagedoor was really awsome and I had a total kick ass time and I'm reminded of the fact that me and Sa are too much a like (it's kinda scary). But we saw two of Carson's shows which were beyond amazing. One was player's ensemble which was wicked kool and it dealt with communication and censorship which I find to be hilarious considering that they were censored for some of the stuff they were talking about? Ironic? Why I think yes. Also, she played Mother Superior at the convent and she was so good and so incredibly in character, to the point she was a real bitch, HEY! DON'T YELL AT ME I'M TELLING THE TRUTH!!! But she was just really awsome. Plus we saw Evita there too and the cast was great 'specially Evita who was actually a really good friend of hers. Ride home was kinda long, and crapped but fun, made up for all the sleep I lacked that weekend.

So I officially dub my Dad the shit. Now I never really talk that much about my dad but he's a very kool guy and has had a lot of influences on who I am today like how much of a tom boy used to be (i'm still very much a tom boy at heart) and especially on my taste in music. But that's really besides the point cuz the point is this week proved that my dad is awsome. You see I have a mdterm tomorrow in Microecomics and while I'm pretty good at math Microeconimics is not hard but it is challenging. I wasn't too worried cuz I have the little bonus feature that my dad does economic stuff for a living in fact he used to teach Microeconimics on the college level. I joked with people that it would be like having a personal tutor, but I wasn't serious. It wasn't until this week that I realized how amazing my dad is at what he does. He helped me explain many things that have dulled me to sleep in Micro that he makes sense of it. Plus, he's so aided my study time and made effective use of my teachers office hours. Just goes to show you how parents can in fact kick ass sometimes.

I'd like to thank Sa and

green_amberjade for kicking my muse out of it's very long acoma and effectivelly electroschocking it into consciousness. And now it's like a beast rearing (sp?) it's ugly head, cuz I honestly can't stop thinking of idea's for stories. When I have the time I'm honestly going to have to right them all down cuz I have some pretty good ones, both funny and serious that I know many people would probably enjoy. Plus the similarites (and possible fic ideas) between Bleach and Les Miz are not helping me. Plus it's not helping me that Amber (you don't mind if I call you that do you hun?) writes amazing stuff, so I'm like constantly on her live journal reading her shit. Damn you woman!! LOL I kid, you know I <3 you.

Also getting pumped for this weekend with good ole' Connecticon. It should be rather fun considering that a lot of my B.U./B.U. DDR friends are going. Plus I got over a $100 for my birthday which will probably be spent in the wonderous dealer's room. I'm hoping they have some Gurren Lagan stuff, cuz I've seen some really kool figurines online. Plus I'm 90% sure I'm cosplaying for it, though I'm debating if I wanna do 2 days or one 'specially cuz with the shini robes and the cape it was reeeeeeeeally steamy at A.B. so I can only imagine that I'd be dying at Connecticon.

There are other things that are making me anxious, but I won't discuss them till later. Like I said they really are miniscule things that I shouldn't worry about, but I know it'll all be over soon and I can finally enjoy the summer. Still can't wait till August 9th at 3 p.m.! Counting down the days, counting down the days.

Alright well I'm off to study for Nihongo, which, I haven't studied yet and I haven't done tomorrow's homework either. Up till 4 a.m.? Why yes, I think so. Oh red bull, you are my new best friend =D

Current Mood: anxious
Current Location: The island i.e. Nahant

Some people at my school are fucking douche bags. Why do you ask?!? Because they steal other ppl's clothes from the laundrymat that's why. Yes, someone stole my clothes, to be exact they stole 2 pairs of jeans, 1 pair of black pants, 2 skirts, and a BRAND NEW top, and they might've stolen more but those are the ones that I've noticed are no longer in my possession. This happened a little over a week ago but I'm still feeling the reprecussions because today I noticed my baggy/flare jeans were stolen too. Now normally I would shrug it off because I normally have enough clothes HOWEVER they didn't just steal average clothes, oh no they just happened to steal some of the clothes that I wear all the fucking time. The black skirt is my favorite fucking skirt and the kapri jeans i've been wearing practically everyday when it's been too hot out and I'm not in the mood to wear a skirt. All that I have to fucking say is: ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!??!? I know ppl were low, selfish, and cruel, but this is just taking it to a new level. IT'S NO YOUR SHIT, NOT YOURS BUT MINE, MINE GOD DAMMIT!!! GO SHOP LIFT AT FILENE'S OR SOMETHING BUT DON'T TAKE FROM SOMEONE WHO HAS ALREADY PAID FOR THE FUCKING STUFF!!! GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! (NOTE: The following rant is not meant to offend any one who does in fact shop lift. I'm just expressing my extreme dissatisfaction with people stealing MY stuff. )

And after the first fucking day of summer 2, I'm not to big of a fan of my classes. Mostly because Okita sensei isn't teaching Japanese 2 and the new teacher is intense. She talks all in japanese and goes at a faster pace. Now I know that's what foreign language teachers are suppose to do, but for Christ Sake woman we've only had a semesters worth of Japanese how the fuck are we suppose to know have the stuff you are saying. Plus she's gonna be fucking cool and give us a test every week at the end of the week. SHOOT. ME. NOW. I guess I can kiss my free time goodbye. Grrr I have a vocab quiz tomorow too. Guess I was wrong when I thought the first day I wouldn't have any homework. Micro econ wasn't too bad, it's gonna be challenging, but hey I got a tutor that's just a phone call away (my dad taught Micro and Macro on the college level). But even so the class seems like it's gonna be real fucking tedious and because we have to cover so much it seems like the teacher is going to give us the reader's digest version of the material while we have to do all the homework.

There goes my summer.

I'm hoping my day will redeem itself since I'm going to see the midnight showing of Transformers tonight. I'm kinda excited and it's gonna be awsome cuz I've never been to the midnight showing of a movie before. I just hope that the movie doesn't suck ass and actually is worth going too. Plus hopefully my current mood won't ruin the movie for me.

Would talk about my weekend but I have to go back to studying fucking japanese. FUCKING SCHOOL!!

Current Mood: irate
Current Location: my bed in my apt.

Eight weeks, that's how long it's been since I updated this thing. EIGHT FREAKIN' WEEKS!!! So let's just say this will be kinda a long one. I'll do this under one cut just cuz I don't want to be taking up too much space on ppl's friend's page, but hopefully ppl will still read it.

( And away we go... )

Alright well I think that's all for now kiddos, See ya on the flip side!!

EDIT: crap I posted it by accident and this time I remembered to put it all under a cut. Yayz!!

Current Mood: drained
Current Location: Home home
Current Music: Until the End-Breaking Benjammin

So yeah, latest post every I think. But then again that's probably cuz I have no classes tomorrow, and the only thing I have to go is lunch @ 12 at GSU. Plus with the combination of my new DS game :drum roll: BLEACH DS ^______^ and watching the anime Ah! my Goddess, which is kinda kool though, it's understandable, I guess. :groan: I realized today how many video games I haven't finished and it bugs me. There's probably about 5-10 games that I have that I haven't played yet or simply haven't finished playing it (ex. FF 9, 3, and 12, SO3, Tales of Symphonia, Super Mario Strikers, SSBM, Yoshi's Island, Nintendogs, and ESPECIALLY Twilight Princess)

It's funny how when I look back this semester is the total opposite of last semester. Last semester was filled with worry and stress and just no fun. Now...well it's almost a complete 180. Yeah I still have a steady amount of work each night, but I can handle it (plus I actually like my classes this semester). But the big thing is that I'm having fun and being happy. Tonight I played Wii Sports and then pictionary (the boardgame, ya know!) with my danni friends and we had such a fun time that I never wanted it to end. It wasn't till like 2 am that we were all like uuuh we should go to bed cuz we (well not me ^_^) have class. Then I chilled in Raf's room and played Bleach DS with him. Also, I actual look forward to going to the dinign halls now, mostly because I have people to enjoy it with. Out of all the time I've been at college, though it's only been the first like 2 weeks, it's turning out to be the best, and that includes freshman year.

While I am happy about BU this semester, I am slightly home sick, not because I want to be home home, I just miss my friends from home. I think that's because I miss the one's that I both saw and didn't see. I love my parents and friends, and it's hard considering that I have a feeling I won't be coming home this much this semester.

:sigh: That girl worries me too much. Just get better hun. You make me worry too much.

GOD I NEED TO GO TO BED!!!!!!!!!!!!

Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: How we Operate-Gomez

FIRST POST FROM DANNY ZOMG!!!!!!!

So woot for finally getting all my stuff moved in, well actually I moved in tuesday but I can officially say I'm a residence cuz I swept in after 8 in to Danny and I didn't have any trouble getting in. Apparently where I'm living is a lot more ideal then I thought it was. Yeah sure the main reason I moved down here was becuz I could be closer to my friends and to move out of my freakin' obnoxious floor but I actually really like my floor. It's really quiet on my floor even with the fact that I kinda live in the corner. As a girl said "It's really quiet around here, great for studying" which is what I really need actually. I think this place will give me more motivation to better in school.

This change in scenery has effected me a lot of ways for the good. For the first time in probably a month I'm not completely miserable. With the combination of school and stuff with friends it hasn't been a fun november to say the least. Plus I kinda needed something to boost my spirits considering my circumstances with chem and everything. This certainly helped to say the least. I feel happy, truly happy. Even though I'm stressed, as I should, I'm gonna take life for it's full worth and enjoy what I have and just live my life one step at a time.

I'm really excited about tomorrow not only because it's friday but because of what I'm doing. It should be so much fun and I think I already know what I want to do, Only downside about tomorrow is that I got my day jam pack with movies I need to see for class D: Humanities 11-1 and Social Science from 1:45-?. But that's not gonna bring me down at all

Current Mood: ^_^
Current Location: Rm. 535 Danielsen Hall BIATCH!!
Current Music: Yokan-Dir en Grey

I just wanted to let you all know that I am alive and uh, well I can't say well but I'm doin' alright, a little stressed but alright.

I'm not gonna get into a long update becuz well acutally I have tons to update about but I just don't have the time to do it really.

Though I will say that even though I'm really stressed right now, I know that it will all be well soon enough. I'm really excited about next semester and the prospects of it. Don't worry I'll go into it later.

I'm tired, sick, and stressed, but I'm content, this is how college is suppose to be right.

I hope your ok. Just know that I'm always here for you.

Yeah so the basic purpose of this entry was to tell you all that I'm not dead and I know I haven't updated in awhile. I'll get to it, don't worry

Adios.

Current Location: The disater area that is known as my room
Current Music: Truth-SR-71

Guess what I watched last night...uh yeah that would be Little Mermaid. In my mind, one of the best movies EVER!! Yeah I know ppl who disagree with that, but you know what, LITTLE MERMAID PWNS BITCHES!! Watched it last night and I was giddy becuz I haven't seen it in years and years. Then I watched it again today and I found that I was reciting a good portion of the movie. Yeah, I"m pathetic but that's ok. I was very tempted to go with the idea of dressing as ariel for Halloween becuz I'm just that much of a dork. But alas I can not. :sigh:

Yeah and I'm more determined more then ever to do better in chemistry. Not that I'm doing any better, in fact I'm doing worse. But yeah know what I'm gonna try at least, I realize that it's possible for me to pass if I put my mind to it. I need to stop stressing and just effing work, which is what I'm going to do after I finish updating. Well first I have to go back to SCI, cuz I forgot my id in the lab coat that I borrowed for lab this week ^^;;.

And I realized today that I need to keep going with a particular situation that I'm in, that's not academic btw. He believes in me and I need to believe and him and work it out and everything. I can do it!!

Adios

Current Mood: determined
Current Music: All Downhill from Here-New Found Glory

So this weekend kicked ass pretty effectively. As some of you might know I had my cousin, Craig's wedding this weekend (cousin on my mom's side). It's wicked crazy though cuz while I'm kinda close with Craig, I'm crazy close with his kids. Two out of three kids think I'm their big sister while the youngest is kinda shy towards me. His now wife, Alicia, (yeah she has the same name as me...kinda creepy) looked absolutely beautiful. The ceremony was really short, dinner was nice (though the food kinda sucked), plus I got to enjoy some nice White Russians, which was sweet. Then dinner was over and the dance floor was open, as soon as it was open to everyone I was there, and I was on the dance floor for pretty much the whole night. I'm sorry, I love to dance man!!
I got to see pretty much the same old people I always see at family stuff, which was nice. Short story for you all, my aunt mona, has four kids, who are all around my age. Also she has a daughter sara who I was wicked close to growing up. She is known time and time again not to show up. Apparently a few weeks ago, she said she was coming. So Mona being Mona, of course she didn't show. I know, that this is normal for family's and you have one person whose always the one causing the problems. Plus I know that my aunt Mona has done this maaaaany a times in the past but still. I wanna see my effing cousins god damn it!! But it all balanced out cuz I got to see my cousin joshua, who throughout my life, I consider to be my big brother.

Oh yeah and to add to the awsomeness, I totally pwned my Humanities midterm. Boo effing yah! I was so freaking out yesterday and today cuz I didn't think I studied enough and then I got the test and was like "Holy crap! I actually know this stuff" Honestly, if I get any lower then a B+ i'll be suprised. Plus I'm stocked cuz my next midterm isn't until thursday wooot for study days. But since I have plenty of time to study I'm probably gonna study for chem some time in there. Just cuz I figured out that I need to get at least in 80 on my next test so i can pass the course. D:

Adios

Current Mood: accomplished
Current Music: Sexy Back-Justin Timberlake