kirsche

I should be sleeping but I'm not.


But I'll probably go to sleep soon


ish....


Life's been pretty good. My headaches are back but I had a feeling about that...kinda dunno. They come and they go really but a lot of the times lately I think I've been going to bed later, whether it be consiously or subconsiously, because I'm afraid how I'll feel in the morning.

But that's the bad news.

Good news is I've been great really, I've been exceedingly busy with weddings; one of which was on halloween and I was a bridesmaid for that and it was so incredibly fun, working out, preparing for grad. school in Oz, and hanging out with people when I can.  Then I've been watching Bones lately.  Good lord I'm loving that show. I started like.....I dunno about 2 months ago and I'm gonna be getting disc 1 of season 4 in the mail this weekend. UNF YES I'M SO EXCITED.

I watched Bleach Fade to Black and while it did in many ways fill my gap in fangirlish needs for Bleach as of late I couldn't help but think how gorgeous some of the character designs are, especially cuz this is bleach we're takling about. I know its the movies but they just seemed to be a lot more detailed like even when it was like in between shots they seemed to do a good job. At first it kinda seemed wierd the varying qualities but I got used to it after awhile. Also, I thoroughly enjoyed that this scene was redone as you can see : here, there, tres and this cuz it's a good shot of Rukia lol. But yes it very much made me happy and I thought some of that scythe choreography at the end was really impressive btw. 

And fucking jezumz crow i'ts 1 a.m. I need to go sleeeeeeeeeep.

Night all.

P.S. this weeks episode of Bones gave me the epiphany that I think Wendall is EXCEEDINGLY attractive.  Unf? I think so my friends, I think so.
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HNNNNNNNNNNNNGH

I STARTED WATCHING LA CORDA D'ORO TODAY

OH

MY

GAWD

FUCK.  I've always had a week spot for activity themed school anime particularly musical with Nodame Cantabile.  But THIS, oh my GAWD FUCK IT'S LIKE LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT.  The music is gorgeous and the plot I'm already hooked to. PLUS THE "HAREM' GUYS Ryou is fucking awesome and GAH AMAZINGand FUCK I'M IN LOVE WITH KAZUUKKKI HIHARA.  He's so fucking adorkable I SWEAR.  He reminds me of like Idfk the combination of Sora from KH and uuuh fuck what's his name from Kuukai from Shugo Chara.  Also I ALREADY SHIP A PAIR LIKE BUUUUUUURNING. Oh man it's so good, I really really really wanna keep watching it.  And the music is so gjripoejgerio PRETTY,   DAMMIT I WANT YUNOKI TO PLAY SO I CAN HEAR FUCKING GORGEOUS FLUTE MUSIC HNNNNNNNNNNNG.

OH MAN AND THE CAST IS AMAZING TOO.  Just so much good talent and LMFAO, apparently the seiyuu for Ichigo is the same as Hihara even though they sound COMPLETELY different LMFAO. Then again...his voice does remind me of Kon pfffffffffffffffff. 

incorrupts incorrupts incorrupts YOU WATCH/READ HTAT RIIIIIGHT I HOPE. DAMN I NEED SOMEONE TO FANGIRL WITH THIS WITH!!


......................

/sigh

/goes back to apps

So changed my default because as you know I must pay homage to what happened sunday morning. And end of an era really.

Code Geass ended.

Yes I am being overly dramatic but at the same time I'm not.  Because normally I'd see an end to anime and brush it over and maybe mention it briefly in and LJ entry.  

But I'm doing this for two reasons a.)  Code Geass has been my IT fandom pretty much since the spring if not earlier.  I've been so involved in it that I can't think of too many fandoms I'm as dedicated and hardcore about as it.  And hell, I even finally managed to post fic about it and

Most importantly b.) The ending was beyond words..."perfect" "just right' "depressing but nice"...are all words that don't justify it. Not only was it well done, but it was actually what I wanted and should've happened

Since I know some of you have/haven't watched Code Geass nor do I know how many of you intend to, I will put it all behind a cut.  And don't go snooping around into it if you get curious (I'M TALKING TO YOU SA!!) because you will ruin something really precious.  But if you aren't really intending to see Geass any time soon, I do make some interesting points.  And if you haven't/don't want to see it yet.  Maybe my discussion will provoke interest, or at least discussion....Idk

GEASS FANS PLEASE REPLY TO THIS, I'd love to hear what you think of what I say.  Despite this thing being so freaken long.  I had a lot to say and I wanted to get it all of my chest while I still could. 

So here we go my evaluation of the finale, why I loved it, the one problem I had with(in which I ACTUALLY BRING MY MAJOR INTO IT, WHY YES), little fangirl section, and conclusion.  

Jeesh, it's like writing a freaking paper. 

( Destroying....worlds....Creating....Worlds )

But yes in conclusion, it was not only what I wanted for an ending for Code Geass but also what I wanted as ending for an anime in general.  Bittersweet but real, and exactly what I expected for an ending for geass.  I dont' think I've ever been so content to see an anime end as I have with this finale of Geass.  And honestly, this will probably be in the record books for my favorite ending to an anime.

And if you haven't done so already, seriously....watch Code Geass.  Season 1 rocks.  Some of Season 2 is pretty good while parts are just...terrible but you want to keep.  And as I said...well despite it being kinda depressing I thought the ending was completely...complete.  Now as utopian and crazy and flawed as that may sound.  I think that is brilliant. 

Oh and on a side note WELCOME WELCOME TO astria  anddaikiraii they both rock and are both really chilling people. HOORAY~~

And now...I seriously need to go back to doing my Japan history homework, even though I had to get all these thoughts out in order for me to do homework in the first place. 

NOW IRONICALLY OFF TO READ FOR JAPANESE HISTORY.  Since...I kinda need to go do that like...now.

Ok guys so here it is!! FINALLY I updated.  Though you guys shouldn't be too suprised since me and live journal are wierd.  Go for months without updating then I'll update pretty consistently and then I'll just NOT update.  Random thing is I'll check my friend's list ALL the freakin' time.  Wierd? Yah I know.  Also been working on this post off and on all day, between class and this paper for HI 200, I've gotten my fair share of interruption

So yeah my break was pretty off the freakin' hook not gonna lie.  Had TWO family get togethers in which I chilled with cousins I haven't seen in awhile, with the occasional family drama thrown in of course (when is there NOT family drama in a family?).  As for X-mas itself a got a frig ton of clothes and cd's I've been wanting and the big things were my new Digital Camera (from the rents) and my 80 GB iPod (got thanks to all the gift cards I recieved from friends and family). 

Plus of course I got a much NEEDED break from everything.  I didn't really want to do anything this break besides hang out with my friends, and that's specifically with my friends.  I was especially happy that I got to hang out with people I haven't seen all too much like Schild, Carson, and Dianna, since they all are quality, quality people.    Highlights were definitely New Years as well as going to Game Universe to play rock band.  And the sleepover at Sa's was pretty epic I'm not gonna lie, and my incredible use of "lawl" is now apart of my vocabulary.  I also got to hang out with (home) Alex and  his girlfirend Darielle a frig ton, too.This was kinda wierd cuz I had barely hung out with them at all before this break, I'd never even been to their apartment.  By the end of break, I was pretty much going to their apt. every other day and just chillin' with them.  It probably helps that Alex has both an XBox 360 and PS3, and has Assasin's Creed :siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh: ^_^, but it's still fun too.  I love their dog too, she's like a younger version of Cinnamon for how freakin' hyper she is, especially when people are over. And also Darielle might give me a hook up with her job and get me an internship this summer.  WOOOOOOOT!!!

While break was cool, school has definitely been totally....not...cool, like at all.  While generally in terms of course numbers, the difficulty isn't that bad but the work load is killer.  But it's just I've never gotten this much work so early in the semester before, it's a little overwhelming.   Though I will admit that my schedule is pretty freakin' tight in that I average about only 3 hours of class a day, which fuckin' rocks in my mind, and I only have one class on Tuesdays, WOOOOOOOOOOT!!!  Most of my classes I"m either incredibly enjoying (both my History class fuckin' KICK ASS!!!) and my other two classes are meh at the moment.  Macro, I reason, only sucks now because we're reviewing Micro, and I aboslutely DESPISE microecon. And well Japanese is japanese, and the only reason I probably dislike it is because it's tedious and unlike my other classes I have to put a ton of effort into it and I totally suck ass at Japanese too (I don't even have to try hard in my other classes and I think I'm doing pretty well). 

For those of you who don't know, cuz I don't know if I put this in and update, I'M TDING A SHOW THIS SEMESTER!!! YAAAAY!!!

    ((FYI:  For those of you who don't know TD is short for technical director, it means that your basically in charge of everything behind the scenes for your show: Lights, sound, set, costume, makeup, etc., with the exception of producing since we do have producers but even the producers report to the TD.  In other worlds, I RULE!! ))  ((lol jk guys XD, though I do rule anyways ))

lol I've always wanted to TD a show and now's my chance and I"m sooooo excited about it.  The show's called Buried Child (yah I've never heard of it either) and it goes up in early April and it's gonna be a pretty intense show to say the least.  Reason why I'm bringing up this was that I got the list of my tech crew for my show today.  :squeeeeeeeeeee: For those of you who don't know.  I'm DEFINITELY happy with the people I got, not only do I know most of the people on my crew but they're experienced enough that I know that they'll get the job done and get it done well.  Granted I expected a tech crew like that considering that it's a pretty tech intensive show and I was totally freaking out about that fact this weekend and praying that I had a good enough crew to go with the show.  Not to mention I have an awsome ATD, who I've been told was requested to TD for a show, and he's only a freshman.  So all in all I'm not dissapointed in the slightest.  Though I'm still kinda suprised that I"m put in charge of such a show like this, specially with the "circ saw incident" if you don't know about it GOOD...definitely NOT one of my best moments.  But idk, guess Rena (our Technical Advisor, and is basically head of ALL tech for Troupe) trusts that I"m capable or something, idk.  But it's gonna be one intense semester, there's no denying that fact in the least. 

I also FINALLY got into Avater: the Last Airbender and Code Geass.  Both are incredibly epicly awsome and deserve a long post/discussion/fangirling over since they're just that awsome.  But that will wait for another time, since this was just meant for updateness on life, and honestly, it being me, that's a post worth in it of itself, and this post is turning out to be pretty freakin' long anyways.  Plus I'd prefer finishing Code Geass before I have a final say on it (THOUGH IT'S EPICLY AWSOME AND YOU ALL SHOULD FREAKING WATCH IT LIKE NOOOOOOOOOOOW!!!!!!!), and let me just say both Avatar and Geass were SO worth the hype imho, and I look forward to seeing more of it down the line, and I'm DYING to watch the next episode of Avatar.  DAMN YOU NICKELODEON AND YOUR RETARDEDNESS TO NOT AIR NEW EPISODES!!!! :SHAKES FIST ANGRILY: 

But yeah, I still got a frig ton to update about.  But I'll just leave that for another time.  Expect my anime/manga/etc. post, sometime hopefully soon, but I'm too tired to right it now.  Guess I'll just finish this paper tomorrow morning.  Don't have till 3 anyways, and I just gotta revise somethings in it, so it shouldn't bee too bad. 

Connecticon was fairly nice this weekend.  Though in some aspects it could have been a lot better, it still was a ton of fun in some aspects.  Being in the room was...interesting, I've roomed with all guys but this time was different.  I still had fun with them, but I don't know... I guess I'm not making that much sense, am I? 

Oh and I got four hugs this weekend for my Rukia cosplay.  There were like NO rukia's, which kind of suprised me.  Apparently, one of the Ichigo's was looking everywhere for me and was ecstatic when he finally found me.  I felt so loved!!  ^_^

EDIT:  OH! I forgot to mention, this weekend reminded me of how much I adore Escaflowne.  I got an Escaflwone doujinshi, and it's so freakin' adorable.  I've only been able to translate some of it. But even if i don't get some of it, I still love it (they got Vaan and Hitomi kissing in one of the panels :fan girl squeel:  )  Plus there was an action amv with various anime in it including the esca movie.  I told Alex I really liked it, and he was like "That's only because the movie was in it" and I'm like hmm that's true >_<  Plus I almost punched Manny when he said it sucks.  Dude you DON'T diss Esca!!! LOL

Got some pretty sweet things while I was there too.  Including some really nice fan art from some awsome artists.  PERCY I GOT AN AMAZING PICTURE OF ROGUE THAT I THOUGHT YOU'D LOVE AND THAT YOU NEED TO SEE POST HASTE!!  (if she's reading this of course)  Plus I met the artist of a woman whose fan art I've had.  She's not only good at fan art but she has some really amazing art too.  I got her card and I will probably buy much more art from her in the future. 

As for what happened on Friday night, for those of you that were there, I sincerely apologize for my behavior.  I am never like that and nor do I ever really want to be like that again.  My actions were totally uncalled for.  Also that really was a one time thing and it will never happen again.  Think what you want about me, but the me you saw on Friday night wasn't  the person I really am.   I hope you guys don't hold it against me, but if you really are my friends you'll realize that it was a lapse in judgement, and the more I think about the more I realzie how truly stupid I was being. Just thought I'd say that, get it out of the way.  

OMG ACE VENTURA IS ON TBS!!!!!  FOR THE MOTHER FUCKING WIN!!  God I haven't seen it in so freaking long.  God I remember I could do such a good impression of that when I was younger it was kinda scary... lol

AAAAAAALRIGHTY THEN (wow..that was bad)  I'm gonna go watch the movie and attempt to do my japanese homework. 

So yeah, latest post every I think.  But then again that's probably cuz I have no classes tomorrow, and the only thing I have to go is lunch @ 12 at GSU.  Plus with the combination of my new DS game :drum roll: BLEACH DS ^______^ and watching the anime Ah! my Goddess, which is kinda kool though, it's understandable, I guess.   :groan:  I realized today how many video games I  haven't finished and it bugs me.  There's probably about 5-10 games that I have that I haven't played yet or simply haven't finished playing it (ex. FF 9, 3, and 12, SO3, Tales of Symphonia, Super Mario Strikers, SSBM, Yoshi's Island, Nintendogs, and ESPECIALLY Twilight Princess)

It's funny how when I look back this semester is the total opposite of last semester.  Last semester was filled with worry and stress and just no fun.  Now...well it's almost a complete 180.  Yeah I still have a steady amount of work each night, but I can handle it (plus I actually like my classes this semester).  But the big thing is that I'm having fun and being happy.  Tonight I played Wii Sports and then pictionary (the boardgame, ya know!) with my danni friends and we had such a fun time that I never wanted it to end.  It wasn't till like 2 am that we were all like uuuh we should go to bed cuz we (well not me ^_^) have class.  Then I chilled in Raf's room and played Bleach DS with him.  Also, I actual look forward to going to the dinign halls now, mostly because I have people to enjoy it with.  Out of all the time I've been at college, though it's only been the first like 2 weeks, it's turning out to be the best, and that includes freshman year. 

While I am happy about BU this semester, I am slightly home sick, not because I want to be home home, I just miss my friends from home.  I think that's because I miss the one's that I both saw and didn't see.  I love my parents and friends, and it's hard considering that I have a feeling I won't be coming home this much this semester. 

:sigh: That girl worries me too much.  Just get better hun.  You make me worry too much. 

GOD I NEED TO GO TO BED!!!!!!!!!!!!