kirsche

You are beautiful, adorable, hilarious, and amazing.  I know you don't RP her really anymore but this was beautiful and I thought of you not to mention all the DNW PR0N IMAGES I HAD TO GO THROUGH TO FIND A GOOD ONE That and I was too lazy to go searching for smexy RDJ pics but OH WAI- you probably have all of them LMFAO. 

We may not RP together anymore (even though our RP OTP is like probably one of my favoite rp pairings EVER), I still consider you to be one of my good friends.

Love you, bb < 3 ; and I hope that you have an amazing day, and your fic is gonna come real soon. I got two for ya because you're extra amazingly special

And I'd totally have that rainbow blinking text except that I don't know how to do it. FFFFFFFFFFF

SO I'M TRYING OUT ICONNING MAN.  And turns out that I'm actually kinda...not to bad at it, I mean each icon takes me about AT least an hour but that's mostly because I'm still trying to get the hang of various effects and I think I'm gradually starting to get coloring.  Also my count is now up to three for icons that I made for myself.  The icon you see here is my third icon made, my default my second, and this is my first, not bad huh.  I also made a banner with this one for my Van RP journal,  rips_shirts 

....yeah if you couldn't tell I'm in a HUGE Escaflowne kick right now.  I might watch one before bed just because I haven't watched any this week, HELL I've barely done anything this week.  WHICH YEAH SCHOOL OWNED MY SOUL FOR LIKE uh a week...it was kinda crazy.  Pretty much I've been busy with school work since I got back it's kinda ridic.  That and I pulled pretty much an all nighter last night righting my 3000 word Principles of Law mid term essay.  HOW I'M STILL AWAKE RIGHT NOW I HAVE NO IDEA MAN.  But this is awesome because now I really don't have anything do for like...two weeks? WIN haha.

Also welcome xenokattz thought I'm not entirely sure if you friended me back, if not its totally cool.  I also need to post all the drabbles and fic I've compiled in the past few weeks, specifically the couple I've done from lithiumlaughter 's genderbend X-men saga "Stolen Tarts", that fic I told you about kelly1_watxm is probably gonna be the one I end up posting.  

But yeah other then that life has been alright, hectic with school and papers that kick my ass but yeah....that and Heartgold is fucking sweet.

Also I wish my RP muses would just STFU man, I can'tapp you anywhere I don't have the TIME.  I think the loudest one is Van, with the other two making petty scwabbles but I seriously think I need to musebox.  atrocitous NEXT TIME YOUR ONLINE LET'S DISCUSS A VAN/MOMO THREAD OKAY!! lol

Wow...okay bed time...seriously...

I feel all and all that a HUMONGOUS update has been in order too much to update about frankly.  And the reason I haven't updated sooner was because I've been both too busy to do so and, more importnatly, that I have too much to talk about that I didn't want to spam your FL because it is in fact all important stuff.  Plus my keyboard hasn't been working so even when I've been on AIM I haven't talked to people really because it's hard because my g, h, backspace, and apostrophe's don't work; in addition sometimes my o,u,e,r, and numbers don't work either as well as my arrows.  So yah...no point in messaging or even RPing, considering I'm taking a non-official break from that too. 

But yes for the matter at hand.

Last week i found out.......

I GOT MOTHER EFFING INTO GRAD SCHOOL IN MOTHER EFFIN SYDNEY, GUYS.  THAT MEANS THAT I'M GOING TO AUSTRALIA THIS TIME NEXT FEBRUARY/MARCH WOOOOOO HOoOOOOOOooO.  For those that don't know, but most of you do, it is been a lifetime dream of mine to go to Australia.  Ever since the olympics back in 2000 I was FASCINATED with the country and the people and since then it's been an obsession that has grown on with time the more I learn about it.  When I found out about study abroad in high school I KNEW that's where I wanted to go and was so crushed when I found out that I didn't have the time nor the proper GPA to do such, and I thought I would NEVER get to go. 

Then low and behold, an oppurtunity arose.  In my junior year and into my senior year I really began to get interested in International Relations and that would eventually become apart of my concentration in school rather than just history.  What at first was a llove of anime developed into a love of Japanese culture and lifestyle and somehow my interest in history of US foreign policy and relations as well as my interest in Japan somehow converged in my Senior year and I loved studying governments and policies particularly those in asia.  And while I did almost flunk out of the course,  that SE Asia Economics and Politics course was one of the most intriguing courses I've ever taken and I really wish to learn more about the region in grad school. SO YAH,  BASICALLY I WAS LIKE OH MAN PERFECT WINDOW FOR ME.  Cuz IR majors, it's almost a prereq for anybody and everybody that they have to spen sometime abroad, so I figured why not grad school and thus I've been applying and what not.

Then last week I'm at work and it's the first thing in the morning and I got an email from i.e. University of New South Wales and it stated that they had made a decision on my application.  I knew I had good enough GPA and good enough to get in but still didn't change the fact I was nervous as fuck.  I downloaded the attach doc and sure enough first thing I saw was LETTER OF OFFER right near my name and it proceed to say the whole shpeel.  I seriously must have read like letter of offer like 5 times before I continued.

And I didn't squeal or curse or anything when I read it. 

I just stared......and stared......

And before I knew it? I was crying, not heavily, but crying to the point where I was at the point where it might potentially be noticeable because I was sniffling.


I mean FUCK I never cry, only when I'm upset.  I don't think I cried when I got into BU or...when I did...maybe I did when I got into Fenwick, but I don't know man. It took a LOT to do that to me.

Because fuck how else are you suppose to react when you finally realize that your lifelong goal, something that you've always wanted but could never have is coming true. That your just too happy, too beside yourself that it's ACTUALLY happening that your beyond pure ecstasy.  After telling my manager Glenn that I stepped out for a few minutes, I called my mom and she was worried cuz I sounded genuinely upset, like I had just been crying, and I was ilke PFFFFFFFF NO MOM GET OUT I GOT INTO SCHOOL I'M FINE LOL.  And I called a bunch of other people and texted them and just yah...crazy day, and everyone at work congratulated me and it was just....awesome.

Hell, wow, just talking about all that, about what it felt like is making me teary eyed.  I just...I can't believe it fuck man.  I've wanted this for so long it REALLY doesn't seem like it's real.  That tomorrow I'm going to wake up and realize that HAHA IT'S ALL A DREAM, KEEP DREAMING YOU!  But no...it's not.  I'm going.  

It actually kinda made me laughed but I prayed on the toilet after I told everybody and I cried some more.  Just...basking in how lucky I am, how God made it so perfect for me and just made everything okay for me in the end that I can't HELP but be grateful for him for it.  

It's just....wow, I still can't believe it.  But yeah, it's really happening, and because of it a lot of things are gonna happen and I'm making a lot of changes in me and towards others, SO WATCH OUT LOL.  

Oh...yah...I have a new job too, I've been meaning to talk about that, but considering that this was pretty major I figured I'd leave one thing at a time for now. 



But yah, just sayin'?  Thank you, all of you, for being awesome, for supporting me, and just being you and making me realizing that my life is truly 100% blessed. 

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Now I don't have to be worrying about where my life is headed. FUCKING AWESOME!!

Also speaking of keysmashes w-welcome incorrupts /bows down to your awesomeness

Ok guys so here it is!! FINALLY I updated.  Though you guys shouldn't be too suprised since me and live journal are wierd.  Go for months without updating then I'll update pretty consistently and then I'll just NOT update.  Random thing is I'll check my friend's list ALL the freakin' time.  Wierd? Yah I know.  Also been working on this post off and on all day, between class and this paper for HI 200, I've gotten my fair share of interruption

So yeah my break was pretty off the freakin' hook not gonna lie.  Had TWO family get togethers in which I chilled with cousins I haven't seen in awhile, with the occasional family drama thrown in of course (when is there NOT family drama in a family?).  As for X-mas itself a got a frig ton of clothes and cd's I've been wanting and the big things were my new Digital Camera (from the rents) and my 80 GB iPod (got thanks to all the gift cards I recieved from friends and family). 

Plus of course I got a much NEEDED break from everything.  I didn't really want to do anything this break besides hang out with my friends, and that's specifically with my friends.  I was especially happy that I got to hang out with people I haven't seen all too much like Schild, Carson, and Dianna, since they all are quality, quality people.    Highlights were definitely New Years as well as going to Game Universe to play rock band.  And the sleepover at Sa's was pretty epic I'm not gonna lie, and my incredible use of "lawl" is now apart of my vocabulary.  I also got to hang out with (home) Alex and  his girlfirend Darielle a frig ton, too.This was kinda wierd cuz I had barely hung out with them at all before this break, I'd never even been to their apartment.  By the end of break, I was pretty much going to their apt. every other day and just chillin' with them.  It probably helps that Alex has both an XBox 360 and PS3, and has Assasin's Creed :siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh: ^_^, but it's still fun too.  I love their dog too, she's like a younger version of Cinnamon for how freakin' hyper she is, especially when people are over. And also Darielle might give me a hook up with her job and get me an internship this summer.  WOOOOOOOT!!!

While break was cool, school has definitely been totally....not...cool, like at all.  While generally in terms of course numbers, the difficulty isn't that bad but the work load is killer.  But it's just I've never gotten this much work so early in the semester before, it's a little overwhelming.   Though I will admit that my schedule is pretty freakin' tight in that I average about only 3 hours of class a day, which fuckin' rocks in my mind, and I only have one class on Tuesdays, WOOOOOOOOOOT!!!  Most of my classes I"m either incredibly enjoying (both my History class fuckin' KICK ASS!!!) and my other two classes are meh at the moment.  Macro, I reason, only sucks now because we're reviewing Micro, and I aboslutely DESPISE microecon. And well Japanese is japanese, and the only reason I probably dislike it is because it's tedious and unlike my other classes I have to put a ton of effort into it and I totally suck ass at Japanese too (I don't even have to try hard in my other classes and I think I'm doing pretty well). 

For those of you who don't know, cuz I don't know if I put this in and update, I'M TDING A SHOW THIS SEMESTER!!! YAAAAY!!!

    ((FYI:  For those of you who don't know TD is short for technical director, it means that your basically in charge of everything behind the scenes for your show: Lights, sound, set, costume, makeup, etc., with the exception of producing since we do have producers but even the producers report to the TD.  In other worlds, I RULE!! ))  ((lol jk guys XD, though I do rule anyways ))

lol I've always wanted to TD a show and now's my chance and I"m sooooo excited about it.  The show's called Buried Child (yah I've never heard of it either) and it goes up in early April and it's gonna be a pretty intense show to say the least.  Reason why I'm bringing up this was that I got the list of my tech crew for my show today.  :squeeeeeeeeeee: For those of you who don't know.  I'm DEFINITELY happy with the people I got, not only do I know most of the people on my crew but they're experienced enough that I know that they'll get the job done and get it done well.  Granted I expected a tech crew like that considering that it's a pretty tech intensive show and I was totally freaking out about that fact this weekend and praying that I had a good enough crew to go with the show.  Not to mention I have an awsome ATD, who I've been told was requested to TD for a show, and he's only a freshman.  So all in all I'm not dissapointed in the slightest.  Though I'm still kinda suprised that I"m put in charge of such a show like this, specially with the "circ saw incident" if you don't know about it GOOD...definitely NOT one of my best moments.  But idk, guess Rena (our Technical Advisor, and is basically head of ALL tech for Troupe) trusts that I"m capable or something, idk.  But it's gonna be one intense semester, there's no denying that fact in the least. 

I also FINALLY got into Avater: the Last Airbender and Code Geass.  Both are incredibly epicly awsome and deserve a long post/discussion/fangirling over since they're just that awsome.  But that will wait for another time, since this was just meant for updateness on life, and honestly, it being me, that's a post worth in it of itself, and this post is turning out to be pretty freakin' long anyways.  Plus I'd prefer finishing Code Geass before I have a final say on it (THOUGH IT'S EPICLY AWSOME AND YOU ALL SHOULD FREAKING WATCH IT LIKE NOOOOOOOOOOOW!!!!!!!), and let me just say both Avatar and Geass were SO worth the hype imho, and I look forward to seeing more of it down the line, and I'm DYING to watch the next episode of Avatar.  DAMN YOU NICKELODEON AND YOUR RETARDEDNESS TO NOT AIR NEW EPISODES!!!! :SHAKES FIST ANGRILY: 

But yeah, I still got a frig ton to update about.  But I'll just leave that for another time.  Expect my anime/manga/etc. post, sometime hopefully soon, but I'm too tired to right it now.  Guess I'll just finish this paper tomorrow morning.  Don't have till 3 anyways, and I just gotta revise somethings in it, so it shouldn't bee too bad. 

Yeah things have been kinda...hectic lately I'm not gonna lie and for the first time since the regular school year I'm actually rather stressed.  It's more of a combination of many things going on, but I'll get through it.   Don't worry it's not like I'm on the verge of a nervous break down.  In fact, thank god, I have no emotional burdens, which is always a plus.  

EDIT:: CRAP!! Forgot to talk about last weekend.  Goin' up to stagedoor was really awsome and I had a total kick ass time and I'm reminded of the fact that me and Sa are too  much a like (it's kinda scary).  But we saw two of Carson's shows which were beyond amazing.  One was player's ensemble which was wicked kool and it dealt with communication and censorship which I find to be hilarious considering that they were censored for some of the stuff they were talking about?  Ironic? Why I think yes.  Also, she played Mother Superior at the convent and she was so good and so incredibly in character, to the point she was a real bitch, HEY! DON'T YELL AT ME I'M TELLING THE TRUTH!!!  But she was just really awsome.  Plus we saw Evita there too and the cast was great 'specially Evita who was actually a really good friend of hers.  Ride home was kinda long, and crapped but fun, made up for all the sleep I lacked that weekend. 

So I officially dub my Dad the shit.  Now I never really talk that much about my dad but he's a very kool guy and has had a lot of influences on who I am today like how much of a tom boy used to be (i'm still very much a tom boy at heart) and especially on my taste in music.  But that's really besides the point cuz the point is this week proved that my dad is awsome.  You see I have a mdterm tomorrow in Microecomics and while I'm pretty good at math Microeconimics is not hard but it is challenging.   I wasn't too worried cuz I have the little bonus feature that my dad does economic stuff for a living in fact he used to teach Microeconimics on the college level.  I joked with people that it would be like having a personal tutor, but I wasn't serious.  It wasn't until this week that I realized how amazing my dad is at what he does.  He helped me explain many things that have dulled me to sleep in Micro that he makes sense of it.  Plus, he's so aided my study time and made effective use of my teachers office hours.  Just goes to show you how parents can in fact kick ass sometimes.  

I'd like to thank Sa and green_amberjade for kicking my muse out of it's very long acoma and effectivelly electroschocking it into consciousness.  And now it's like a beast rearing (sp?) it's ugly head, cuz I honestly can't stop thinking of idea's for stories.  When I have the time I'm honestly going to have to right them all down cuz I have some pretty good ones, both funny and serious that I know many people would probably enjoy.  Plus the similarites (and possible fic ideas) between Bleach and Les Miz are not helping me.   Plus it's not helping me that Amber (you don't mind if I call you that do you hun?) writes amazing stuff, so I'm like constantly on her live journal reading her shit.  Damn you woman!! LOL I kid, you know I <3 you. 

Also getting pumped for this weekend with good ole' Connecticon.  It should be rather fun considering that a lot of my B.U./B.U. DDR friends are going.  Plus I got over a $100 for my birthday which will probably be spent in the wonderous dealer's room.  I'm hoping they have some Gurren Lagan stuff, cuz I've seen some really kool figurines online.  Plus I'm 90% sure I'm cosplaying for it, though I'm debating if I wanna do 2 days or one 'specially cuz with the shini robes and the cape it was reeeeeeeeally steamy at A.B. so I can only imagine that I'd be dying at Connecticon. 

There are other things that are making me anxious, but I won't discuss them till later.  Like I said they really are miniscule things that I shouldn't worry about, but I know it'll all be over soon and I can finally enjoy the summer.  Still can't wait till August 9th at 3 p.m.!  Counting down the days, counting down the days.  

Alright well I'm off to study for Nihongo, which, I haven't studied yet and I haven't done tomorrow's homework either.  Up till 4 a.m.? Why yes, I think so.  Oh red bull, you are my new best friend =D

So what started off as a pretty shitty week ended up turning out pretty good. 

So guess what?!!?!?  I'm moving in to Danielsen!! Wooooooot!!   Alright let me explain.  As some of you might know I've been wanting to get out of my dorm for quite sometime for multiple reasons, mostly because other then Nailah, all my friends live on east campus while I live in west, in addition to the fact that my floormates are starting to piss me off.  Tangent btw, they woke me up at 3 am last night cuz they came back from a party, if I wasn't so comfortable in bed I would have torn open my door and told them to SHUT THE FUCK UP!! and then slammed my door.  ANYWAYS, SO YESTERDAY....I get a call from the department of housing saying that there's a room, 535, open in danny.  Guess what kids IT'S A SINGLE AND I GET MY OWN BATHROOM.  I'm totally stoked, espeically about the fact that I managed to get a room before the end of the semester.  I went and saw the room and I think overall it's bigger and better.  Plus the view is of the Charles and it's actually really really nice.  Plus I mean yes I'm kinda in the corner on my floor but I like it that way kinda, when I'm in my room I like some peace and quiet.  It'll be a nice new start I think. 

Last night was wicked awsome.  At first i really didn't want to go out, but Emily convinced me that I should.  We went to see OB's Little shop of horror's which was really good.  'Cept for at the beginnning where the inner techie in me was getting irritated with the lights cuz some of the ppl weren't in the light sometime.  But I got over that in the second act.  The singing and acting was great, and I felt so bad for the sound ppl cuz the speakers in there suck cuz pretty much every five minutes there was feedback.  After that Emily and I went to Danny to drag Alex to one acts at 12.  We left there at 11 or so, and got to the show at 12.  Yeah that was the coolest thing ever, going to a show at midnight cuz it's all college kids and pretty much all stage troupe kids so it's good fun.  What made it for me was actually the beginning where e board (pres., vprez, etc.) came up on stage and did a little skit.  It was positively hilarious cuz they were sayin' what supposively goes through their minds and stuff and they were all making fun of both themselves and each other.  Overall one acts was pretty funny, but the fact that I was with good ppl and just having a grand old time just made it a great night. 

FRUITS BASKET FANS!!! I found out something very interesting today.  Apparently the last chapter of the manga JUST came out in japan and when I mean just, I mean the last chapter 136, came out like November 20th.  What does that mean for us?? If and that's IF all of the manga comes over we're not looking to see the end of it till probably 2008, which is what one of the ppl who posted said.  It pisses me off cuz I hate series that just drag on and on, the only exception being Bleach, and even with that I'm starting to get tired of.  Usually I only tolerate anime shows max 52 ep.  I still love it, but my patience is wearing thin.  I'm seeing all these pictures, icons :cough SA'S ICON cough: and stuff from stuff that happens later on, but I know there all really far down the line.  So we probably won't get any of the good stuff till middle of next year!!  I might just wait till 2008 and just read it all at once.  I think that'll be easier. 

Got too much work to handle, but i'm just looking forward to when I get to be home for a month and I don't have to worry about school and just have fun.