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Feb. 3rd, 2007 03:28 amI GOT A NEW LAPPY!! ^____________^ YATTA!!! I'm so excited, it had everything I wanted in a laptop so I'm totally in love with it. Only bad thing is that I won't be able to use it till after Feb. 19th cuz that's when the Geek Squad guys are coming to my house and installing stuff and transferring my computer files. But hey, I've waited plenty for this laptop, I don't mind waiting an additional few weeks. And so here's my baby!!
I both watched and finished Princess Tutu (FINALLY!!) It was amazing and I definitely wanna watch it again. I thought I would hate it cuz it would be too girly and with too much dancing. But there was a nice balance with dance and everything else. Plus it was fun how they through the theme of the raven and evil and discussed the contrast of good and evil. The ending was very cliche and was the definition of a happy ending. But that was all good in my mind cuz the events leading up to the end were very well done and although corny I enjoyed it.
Had a tech meeting today and it was kinda boring but it was with kool people. Steven, our head of tech for stage troupe, droned on and on that alex ended up falling asleep, which proceeded with Chris, my TD for my show (i'm ATDing) shot a rubber band at him. I <3 Chris ( =P)
After the meeting Emily, Alex, and I went to dinner but I kinda got into this state. I don't know why but I just kinda went numb and was like that until 11 (Video games (SSBM) and anime (Samurai Champloo) always make me feel better XD ). I remember Alex and Emily talking about their camps and something about dry ice. I don't remember any of the conversation I had on the bus with Emily either. On the walk home I felt hollow. It was a wierd feeling but it's not something I haven't felt before. I kinda welcomed it in a way. I enjoyed the calm center and the open state of mind as I welcomed the cool air brush and occasional rain drop on my face. Meanwhile letting all my thoughts coalesce and just...well think! I can't delay this decision any longer, I have to do it this weekend, the anticipation is killing me. It's better to get it done and over with. The more you delay the worse the situation get's and truth is all I'm doing is making it worse. I'm hoping that it's me over thinking things and a compropmise can be raised. However, if not..well. you's just have to see.
But no matter what happens I still have another problem to deal with, and that can't so easily be fixed. It won't go away no matter how much I wish or want it to. I love you all but I don't want to talk about this with anyone. There's just things that you need to handle by yourself, if you get my drift. Plus I'm just kinda moody right now and I'm just trying to get these thoughts down that have been bothering me for the past few weeks.
I just want this to end.
I both watched and finished Princess Tutu (FINALLY!!) It was amazing and I definitely wanna watch it again. I thought I would hate it cuz it would be too girly and with too much dancing. But there was a nice balance with dance and everything else. Plus it was fun how they through the theme of the raven and evil and discussed the contrast of good and evil. The ending was very cliche and was the definition of a happy ending. But that was all good in my mind cuz the events leading up to the end were very well done and although corny I enjoyed it.
Had a tech meeting today and it was kinda boring but it was with kool people. Steven, our head of tech for stage troupe, droned on and on that alex ended up falling asleep, which proceeded with Chris, my TD for my show (i'm ATDing) shot a rubber band at him. I <3 Chris ( =P)
After the meeting Emily, Alex, and I went to dinner but I kinda got into this state. I don't know why but I just kinda went numb and was like that until 11 (Video games (SSBM) and anime (Samurai Champloo) always make me feel better XD ). I remember Alex and Emily talking about their camps and something about dry ice. I don't remember any of the conversation I had on the bus with Emily either. On the walk home I felt hollow. It was a wierd feeling but it's not something I haven't felt before. I kinda welcomed it in a way. I enjoyed the calm center and the open state of mind as I welcomed the cool air brush and occasional rain drop on my face. Meanwhile letting all my thoughts coalesce and just...well think! I can't delay this decision any longer, I have to do it this weekend, the anticipation is killing me. It's better to get it done and over with. The more you delay the worse the situation get's and truth is all I'm doing is making it worse. I'm hoping that it's me over thinking things and a compropmise can be raised. However, if not..well. you's just have to see.
But no matter what happens I still have another problem to deal with, and that can't so easily be fixed. It won't go away no matter how much I wish or want it to. I love you all but I don't want to talk about this with anyone. There's just things that you need to handle by yourself, if you get my drift. Plus I'm just kinda moody right now and I'm just trying to get these thoughts down that have been bothering me for the past few weeks.
I just want this to end.
