Fuckin hell

[kirsche]

Ya know what I love a lot is when you study for a test most of the week previous and waste your entire weekend studying for it, then you go and take the test and you realize that you have no effing idea of what you are doing.  Then you start shaking in the middle of the test cuz you still have like half the test to do and there's only llke 15 minutes left. 

WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUCK?!?!?

Oh and apparently I'm not the only one who thought this.  I overheard some people who were saying how "we never learned that" or "we never did problems on that" or some shit like that.  And to top it all off, a friend of mine is thinking of dropping the class because she did so effing bad on this test. 

FUCKING FABULOUS!

I'm more upset with myself then anything.  I know I could've done better, studied harder. But that's all coulda woulda shoulda now.  What's done is done, I guess.  I mean it's just...aargh!  This is the one class i CAN'T be failing and looks like I'm already on that path.  Way to go Alicia!!

Oh an to top it all off i think my computer might be broken or at least my monitor anyways.  The brightness of it keeps flickering and it's really bugging me.  I think it might have to do with the notch that kinda broke that keeps the monitor connected to the computer, but how the fuck should i know, i don't know a lot about computers.  If I have to replace my computer though, I WILL be rip shit.  I've had this lappy for to long to just trash it.  Plus it's not like I'd get a replacement anytime soon.  I mean, christmas is still another 2 months away.  So I don't fucking know. 

Fuck now I have to go study for Social Science, even though it's not gonna matter considering with the combination of studying for that and doing my  chem lab i'm gonna get no fucking sleep tonight. 

Welcome to (Hell) College, Alicia.

Comments

[chicken-hat.livejournal.com]

Don't panic. The average grade on the exam for the class will probably be around 60%, and that'll get curved up to a B-. A lot of people leave the first exam in tears, but the key is to stop panicing and realize that you CAN recover. Someone in my class last year got a 6% on the first exam but pulled a C+ for the class. 109 exams are all gonna be a little strange and sometimes a little BS, but you gotta learn to deal with it. If you ever have a study session going with some 109 people feel free to ask me to join and see if I can help you at all, ok? Trust me, you aren't as bad off as you think.

[fulguratus.livejournal.com]

Well that's extremely good to hear. I was freaking out cuz I thought that I'd be fucked, but if that's the case then I'm feeling a little better.

Thanks for that, I really needed it. And if I ever need help or anything like you said, I'll let you know. Thanks!

[sortie6.livejournal.com]

What class is this?

Also, don't worry. I'm pretty sure the exam I have Friday is going to shoot me in the face.

[fulguratus.livejournal.com]

It's chem 109.

Yeah, I'm better now, I'm getting the drift that a lot of ppl do bad on the first exam for this class.

Well hopefully your test isn't too bad, i'm sure you'll do well. What's it for?

[sortie6.livejournal.com]

Theory of Computation. Don't worry, I horribly bombed a quiz earlier today... :(

[servntoftherose.livejournal.com]

breathe in.... breath out..... lots of love an' a kiss! ^^